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Friday, April 30, 2010

Different portion♪

Well, I'd skipped 3days to blog

Honestly, there are many thing Im gonna share today (at least 3 diff post?)
The rare, happy, angry, fear and scare post blog out

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Okay, i start off with today.

I choose a new template for my blog

It's awesome tho (In my opinion)

I like it(very much I should say) ★

I spend the whole day editing and adding the html to make it look perfect

Readers can leave comment after reading and judging :)

I appreciate your to do so

I am satisfied now after putting much effort on it

Here I am continue blogging

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And for yesterday, it wasn't a good night sleep for me

I had a nightmare

Horrible nightmare!

In the dream, J and I went for friend birthday party in an apartment

I do not know what happened between J and a guy

They started to argue, and in second J murdered the guy

Every guests in the party is panic

So do I

Without thinking much, I dazed off to the lift as fast as I could

I stepped in the lift once it reached and opened

Im afraid that I cant get to run,

because my friend can murdered people for no reason(He might kill me too)

I thought I will be safe the moment I enter the lift

But hell no

I wanted to go ground floor but the lift just wouldnt go to that floor

I feel so panic and angry at the same time

Why cant I just be safe from danger

Then, the lift went back to the same level where I came from

Bunch of people cramping in the lift like rushing to somewhere

They all live among 3xx level

Fug, the lift went up to level 3xx and after all went off, Im alone again

The worst part is the bunch of people get to reach their destination where

I still barely can step on the ground floor

I have no idea what to do

When I press the button to ground floor again

It stop at the same level where Im from

Darn, this piss-ed me off

I have no choice but to continously press the ground floor button harder

Oh god, finally the lift went down

Down to ground floor,my safest destination

I ran to the car , to drive to home

With heart pumping and sweat rolling down

I just ran to the car, similar to my car colour which is maroon and drove off

Yeah, I finally reach my home (Relieve? No)

I thought I relieved and far from danger

But I am wrong, very wrong

I drove the wrong car, others people car with maroon colour too

I am so not fine

I ask my dad to return the car key and car to the car owner

I dont dare to go there again

When my dad came back, he told me the car belongs to a POLICE!

Shit, scared me to death

However this nightmare did not wake me up from sleep

Thank god :)

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And and the day before yesterday which is Wednesday

We(me,my mum,my sis, my bro and bro's gf) had our lunch at our favourite pan mee shop

It was crowded that day, luckily enough we manage to search for a table

The day before wednesday, we went to Lesuire Mall to buy something

Went in this particular shop(Dont wanna mention the shop name)

Mum accidentally drop this make-up thing on the floor

The girl, promoter who stood there claimed my mum broke the make up container

She didn't provide any proof, eventually just acuse my mum

Trying hard to acuse her and then pay compensation of that cheap make up thing

We dont think it is worth it and why the hell we pay for it if not our fault (Right?)

Dazed off from the stupid shop, never to go there again

Hate to see you b-i-a-t-c-h!

During evening, we went to Cheras Mahkota Jaya Jusco

It is just ordinary, nothing much to walk around

There, bought back something also

Head back home after that.

Time to sleep. Night night everyone♥

Saranghe-yo

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When activities does not fit the day!

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Inner thoughts of me

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
4/30/2010 01:47:00 AM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

Monday, April 26, 2010

Spill it out!

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I just realized that the feelings in me is still merely unknown

Inner thoughts of me

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
4/26/2010 02:04:00 AM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Exam is over.. whee

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Feel happy but worried at the same time.

Happy coz exam is finally over

But then worry for the upcoming result

However, my holiday mood is still alive(~~Do not destroy it~~)

So far, didnt plan out much

Have no idea how the holiday should start

But one thing for sure, staying at home kills me

Dying of boredom!

I want some excitement for holiday

Excitement where I did not get to experience during my college moment

College time: Attend classes and heading back home after class

Boring right?!

The lameness of repeating the same old routine

I ever forgone everyday!

So...

'Lets have some fun,the day is sick"

"I wanna take a rest & just relax"

I wish i could relax like that too!

Confession by me, myself and I

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
4/24/2010 01:10:00 AM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Hehehe is my everything :)

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As usual, i met him again last Thursday

This time in a different atmosphere and venue

He is wearing formal dresscode

I noticed him first, walking toward to a room

How mesmerizing...

But too bad he didnt saw me :(

So what do I do

I continue waiting and looking at the board near the room until I saw he came out

And now what, he's just right behind my back looking at the opposite board

I just guess he saw me too, huh? :P

And and he left the place where he stood, heading to buy bread

Ohh, why is he leaving the spot where he stood just behind me >.<

So after he bought it, he went away walking through the corridor

Naughty me, I decided to follow him :P (say I am stalker or anything, whatever!

Besides, I dont think it is wrong)

He walk heading infront and Im at his back walking too

Naughty him, he turn behind and look at me ~~(Bad boy, trap me)~~

Of course, I quickly turn to the board and pretended to look at something

(Yea, yea, He knows Im peeping over him)

But hey, he did the same thing too

When I decided to approach the previous spot where my friend is waiting for me

Maybe second time turning behind, he cant see me

So he walk back to the previous place where we meet ( See, he is peeping at me too.haha)

I turn to look at him too even I am talking to my friends

( cause I know you will be finding for my presence dude)

Now hes walking away like how I avoid him to look at me just now

(But I manage to saw you looking at me ;D)

Ps: Your might think it is an embarrasement especially to people who read my blog but life without this naughty and embarassing segments, life wouldnt be fun especially for our young memorable life. Life is not complete without this. And people said doest mean I like a person, they will like me as the same way in return. It depends on faith and the feelings of the person, I do think and act the same way too. I agree with this statement . Ignore me for my craziness (=

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Eventhough the feelings might not exist in you, but it do exist in me

I don care what others will say and think about me

Cause it is my life , as long as Im happy and I will live life to the fullest!

Confession by me, myself and I

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
4/04/2010 05:35:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

Much more better and hotter from Girl's Generation (my opinion)
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After School 애프터스쿨

After Schoool is one of Korea’s uprising female pop groups where After School is officially debuted in January 2009 with their hit single AH!. This girl group was branded by their company as Korea’s Pussycat Dolls. (Indeed, they do represent Pussycat Dolls, watch them). Based on the website, it is said After School song wasn’t a hit but then seeking attention relying on their live performances. ( I don't think so! Their songs is darn nice. Besides that, how can they only depend on with their dance move in live performance without bringing out the quality of the song, right? Music is everything duhh! )

Furthermore, the eight current hot members of After School are Ga-Hee (leader), Jung Ah, Jooyeon, Bekah, Uee, Raina, Nana and Lizzy. I personally like Ga-Hee and Bekah! After School fighting! Continue to produce more new songs. :)

After School- Bang

After School- Because of you

After School- AH!

After School- Diva

Hereby I attached four hit song of After School, viewers please free to comment and judge. :)

Confession by me, myself and I

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
4/04/2010 03:37:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

                                           Much more better & hotter than Girl's Generation! (My opinion)
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After School (애프터스쿨)

After School officially debuted in January 2009 with their first single hit: AH!. At the same time,  this girl group was branded by their company as Korea’s Pussycat Dolls (They do represent Pussycatt Dolls, watch them!). Based on the website, this group song is said to be wasnt a great hit but just rely on their

Confession by me, myself and I

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
4/04/2010 03:04:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-